Hi diary, just finished econs test today. Well i must say the paper was quite okay for those who did the sample class test paper. Some questions are exactly the same. But then the time is only like 50 mins and the paper doesn't look like a short paper to me. Seriously, i feel quite unfair for this because by the time i finished the paper, i looked around and everybody seems to be rushing like hell when the guy said time's up, drop the pen. I don't even have the time to check, then realise a little mistake here n there. Damn the time limit, is too short man, but what to do, is their rule. But well, i know i can pass but not sure will pass how well. So yeah, screw the paper, is over lol.
The next will be stats. Out of all this is the most that i hated. Well not saying the course is bad but the project is very boring and stupid. I have been rushing like hell for the dateline and yet learning nothing. Even my group members also don't know what we are learning from this, lol. Well again, is the course structure. Sometimes i wonder will they really take in feedback from us as every end of semester, they will get some course feedback from us. oh well, i just wish i can get through this asap. And ya, i also hate the tutor. Hes like so attitude and so kpo. I was late for his class one time and he scolded me like shit. Should have look at his eyes and attitude, like i own him like that. I mean come on la, you are just a part time tutor teaching your stuff. You are not even my form teacher or what leh, kns lor. And he was so last min in getting reply to our project, made me redo everything in just one night. And the most fucked up was his attitude, said something like he is very busy, so don't expect him to reply our mail in a day or two ok. Thats exactly how he sound when he added "OK" at the back of the sentence. Waaa then what the fuck you set up an email for?? Whats the purpose of us sending early to you when u asked us to send to you asap? Use your head to think before you say.
Ha i suddenly thought about something funny. I mentioned to one of my friend that since i moved into this new school, i realise all the tutors was so nice and good. Until i met that idiotic tutor, then i started to say that i finally found a tutor that i hate in school. Then my friend replied me," you go school is to find some tutor to hate huh? " I was like wtf hahahahaa, so funny. And now i got two tutors to hate. Because another tutor also scolded me without making things clear. Seriously, dont you guys use your head to think before you say? For goodness sake, you are a university tutor man, not primary school teacher leh. Now i realise part time tutors do have some sucky ones too. Oh well, got to start stats revision soon, and then again chionging assignments in due two wks later.. haiz when is it gona end, i wana have holidays laaaa~~ I just wana faster get over it and enjoy my life. Seriously, no life now~ =(
Today's weather was raining rather heavy on my side. And i really do wonder sometimes if the weather understand my mood. Whenever it rains, i always happen to be not feeling good on that day. Thanks the weather for understanding me though. I felt really tired from all the stuff been going on, and i really do meant that i want to have a break. I even thought of giving up my studies, even though i just started for like 1 month plus? But i worked so hard for the projects..the assignments, even though there was some unfairness. So the more i think is wasted to give up just like that, i need to fight for it man. Yea i ain't gona give up, but is the process that im really tired and stress with. Every week non stop assignments, non stop rushing. It is every week mind you, one comes after another, not like two or 3 weeks then one assignment or what so ever when i was back in my poly times. Maybe some people seems ok with that but to me, its really not easy. My parents asked me for the first time, is it really so busy? oh well, so no life lehh~~ Work harder body clock, bear with me for two more years!
