You send me an sms saying that you and dad don't know how to get along with me, feel that i'm very unhappy in the family. You said to be honest, you and dad feel very tired. If thats the case, thanks for seeing it through and finally knows that im unhappy. If u n dad plan to rush me out of the family, so be it. Anyway, u guys are always unsastified of what im doing, when i stay at home, u guys suspect im upset. when im out, u guys are unhappy becuz i stay out so late, keep siding on my sister even if she is wrong. When you ask me to help manage my sister, ok i did but u insist later that only u can do it, i can't. yea another great person in the family, my sister. My dear little sister, you will never admit and apologise on what u have done, nor treat me like a sister. I really duno what the fuck u all want out of me.
I don't feel any value in the family at all, im waitin for u to rush me out and i bet u will want to do that long time ago. Dont give me this fucking crap of family love. Go ahead. i can be alone or slowly fade off in this life. I think even if i am out of this world, u guys wun even feel a single thing. u guys have fucking disappointed me so much.
i definetely need a beer, and hope to get a million dollars, just to migrate somewhere alone.
